Saturday, November 13, 2010

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Tomorrow is the 14 of November 2010. This would mean that she would have been together with me again because she promise that we will be together after my O level ends. However, I think that it would be impossible because she gave me the chance but I missed it. I hope that she will forgive me for missing the chance by giving me yet another chance. I love you much deardear.

Sunday, October 24, 2010

Reasons for the Sinhalese-Tamil conflict

Citizenship right

In 1984 the government introduced a new policy of according citizenship to those who were either born in Sri Lanka or whose fathers or grandfathers were born there. As a result many of the Tamil workers brought in by British from India to work in the tea plantations became stateless. India made a deal with Sri Lanka to take some Tamils back to India while the remainders were to given citizenship right. However Sri Lanka broke the agreement and by the 80s, as many as 100,000 Indian Tamils remained stateless. Despite this, they continued to work in the tea plantations and to contribute to the country’s economy. The Tamil minority was outraged by this act and opposition to the Sinhalese dominated government grew. Denial of citizenship right was a reason for the conflict as it signaled to the Tamils that their contribution to the country was not recognized by the government.


"Sinhala only" Policy


Under the British rule, the English-educated Tamils occupied important posts in the government. After independence, the Sinhalese government made Sinhala the official language of Sri Lanka to improve the lots of the Sinhalese. This meant that the Tamils were no longer able to secure government jobs. Furthermore because the Tamils were indirectly removed from the post, it effectively denied the Tamils even a minority voice in the government. The “Sinhala only” policy was a reason for conflict as it sent a signal to the Tamils that their language was less important than that of the Sinhalese. The Tamils were angry that their interests were threatened.

University Admission


The educational policy was to restrict the accessibility of the English-educated Sri Lankan Tamils to the higher education and government employment. At the same time, it sought to increase the number of the Sinhalese educated youth in the universities and government sector. Both goals were accomplished by changing the language and admission polices in universities to favour Sinhalese students. Until 1960, all the entrance examinations to the universities were conducted in English. In subsequent years, the government began to conduct these examinations in Sinhalese and Tamil. This change, coupled with the expansion of the secondary education, intensified the competition for universities admissions. In 1970, the government adopted a pro-Sinhalese education policy by replacing merit as the criteria for the universities admissions with a system of weightage in favour of the Sinhalese students. Thus the Tamil students had to score higher marks to secure a place in the universities. This evoked a string protest from the Tamil community, but the government disregarded it. Unfair university admission policy was a reason for the conflict as it showed discrimination by the government against the Tamils which further deepen the mutual distrust and suspicions between the two communities.


Resettlement of the Population


The land settlement policies were designed to undermine the Tamil interests in the Northern and Eastern provinces. Under the state-aided colonization programme, a large number of Sinhalese were resettled in the two Tamil dominated provinces. The Tamils suspected that it was a deliberate move to change the demographic character of the Tamil provinces to dilute the concept of a Tamil traditional homeland. Thus, resettlement of the population was another reason for the conflict as the Tamils became fearful that they would become a minority in their traditional homelands.


Explain how one factor is more important than the other.


Therefore all the factors are important causes for the conflict because it was the combination of all the policy that led to conflict. The Sinhalese government deliberately and consciously introduced policies to discriminate against the Tamils. Thus the government policies proved to be ill-conceived and counter productive, as the Tamils became disenchanted with the government and declared their intention to fight for a separate Tamil state.

Saturday, October 23, 2010

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Dear Claire,

Okay, well, where to start? You’re probably never going read it. In fact chances are it won’t even reach you. I’m probably just writing this to myself you know for very putty reasons. I guess I should just say all this stuff especially by now but it helps to write things down rather than saying it so that we won’t forget and generally making a fool out of ourselves. It’s September third today! That means it would have been our two years and six months of anniversary. I know that I always complain those anniversaries are for twelve years old but yes, happy hypocritically anniversary. I know you probably roll your eyes at me for bring that up and I’m well aware that it has been well over a year now since you… left me, well one years three months and sixteen days. I think right now I’ve finish the process you know and I have finally come into terms with the fact that you are not coming back, ever. And I think I’m out of the phrase where I just lie on my floor and hoping that you will just turn up on my doorstep. You know what, I’m… I’m doing okay, getting there, baby steps. I’ve even… even been sort of seeing a girl. Jess is her name. My kin keeps telling me that it’s a positive step getting over you and stuff. Don’t get me wrong, she is a nice girl but different.

It’s funny. Your muscles have a certain memory about them that is we can tie our shoes or play piano without looking. But than you spent a long enough time with someone, and your bodies memories each other you know. The warmth of your back, the pace of your heartbeat, your tickly eye lashes and why your finger would curl in sequence when I use to play with you palm. Another person is like moving to a new country where you don’t know the language. It’s a scary thing… and she voluntarily eats celery, who does that?

You know people are always on the back “you know find someone else, there’s plenty more fish in the sea.” Well you know what, I feel like a freaking fish in a bucket. I’ve been reading a lot, non-fiction mostly. Did I ever tell you about the theory about the multi-verse? It says that there is an infinite amount of hypocritically universes parallel to ours containing every single possible set of circumstances. Kind of got me thinking you know? It means that somewhere, there might be a world in which on that fifteen of February we never had that argument and I didn’t say all those things I didn’t mean and you didn’t walk away without another word. Well maybe there is another world in which I chase after you, and we will still be together, catches the train together and do couple things and have bubble tea with that god off slimy goby old jelly at the bottom which I hate.

Sometimes on my way, I’d walk pass your house. Every time I do, I get this weird urge to knock on the door which is stupid because I know you wouldn’t answer it. Well in any case it’s technically your old house now. You’re… nowadays you’re quite far away with your new life and all. I wonder if you even remember me sometimes, I… I’d… I’d wish you talk to me, give me some… vague sign that you do remember. Because you know what, I’m not doing well, life is actually pretty shit.

And look at me, I’ve comb this whole page without using the L word in one so far but, looking at it objectively, realistically I… I would say that I still love you. And I’m kind of afraid that I won’t really stop. I… I hope they are treating you well up there, cause; I am missing you more than ever.

Love,

Sonny

Monday, October 18, 2010

To Claire; From Sonny

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To somebody special

I collected the words you say to me
and wear them on a string
around my neck,
close to the pulse in my
throat, the thump of my heart.

Monday, October 4, 2010

The world won’t stop for you.

The earth does not care whether you are happy, angry or you’re sad. It won’t stop just to wait for you when you’re stuck. It wont slow down when you are tired and exhausted. It’ll revolve in it’s axis, whether you like it or not.